It’s been a while since I’ve done a blog or social media post. Since we arrived back from Toronto in October it’s been a month of personal emotional and physical purging in my healing journey along with holding space for others and sending healing to people who are also in the thick of their own healing.
A family member was hospitalized and is now home, but my partner is their primary caregiver so we have shifted our lives so he can live with this person until they’re well enough to be on their own. Their hospital stay was fraught with difficulty, sleep deprivation, and miscommunication between hospital staff and family. Last week, a close family friend was hospitalized due to a life threatening medical event, and I also have a family member struggling with addictions. Seems like a lot, and some days it is. But this is life, isn’t it?
As I sit this morning out at the farmhouse, sipping coffee, making breakfast in the quiet of the kitchen, I’m still filled with gratitude for so many things. I came out for a couple of days to visit my partner, and give him a reprieve to get some grocery shopping done. I sat with our family member and edited a book, enjoying the easy silence. I look forward to finishing a voice project today, taking a walk down the drive on this sunny fall day, and planting the seeds for the future. It’s been a hell of a month as we navigate our own healing and that of others. Many times I’ve tried to make a new video, or write a post, but I had so much to say that I didn’t know what I wanted to communicate.
This morning as I stared up at the ceiling, stretching my body out under the sheets to wake up, I realize how content I feel. I’m not sure I’ve ever experienced this level of contentedness before. It’s something my body needs to get used to. For as far back as I can remember (this includes my childhood), I’ve felt this nagging melancholy, always wishing I was in a different place in my life. While there are things I want to do, the increased sense of calm I feel in my being helps me navigate what I want to do in my life far easier than the anxiety of years past allowed me to.
My confidence in my abilities has soared – clairvoyant and otherwise – and I’m much clearer on the direction to take in my life. This doesn’t mean I don’t have some trepidation about taking the next steps. Expressing myself without fear in this way, is a new thing for me. The more I clear away the stagnant energy that has held me back, the clearer I become on a lot of things. So I’ve decided to take my time, plan out what I want to say, how I wish to express myself, instead of rushing headlong into an ego mess of needing validation. That is another thing I’m adjusting to – not needing to have everyone hear me, nor caring that once I’ve delivered a message that people understand. It’s important to plant the seeds of new ideas, and help shift people out of what they’ve been stuck in. People hear the message when they’re ready. I don’t have to wait to speak up.
I’ve certainly been tested these past few weeks, as have those around me. Yet, more and more, I wake up with gratitude for those who support me, those who trigger me, and for those I’ve supported. Helping others shift, opens up more room for me to as well. Being triggered shows me where I’m still holding onto something, and those who see me for who I am, reminding me I’m so much more and that I have gifts and abilities to share. When and how I do is up to me. And for that I’m grateful.
One of the new things I’m offering are Soul Discovery sessions. The link can be found HERE to read more. I enjoy guiding people through shifting their energy and releasing what has been holding them back. I am profoundly grateful to those who allow me to assist them with their process. We also have a new podcast up – I go into more detail on improving communication with people after being asked a question after one of our classes. (You can also find the podcast on Spotify.)
On December 17th, we hope you’ll join us for a Winter Solstice gathering. This will be an online and in-person event. In-person spots are limited so please register early! There will be a meditation, light code activation, and energy clearing. Once again, we partnered with April from Soul Essentials Healing to bring you this magical, transformative experience, and we hope you’ll join us!
As always, if you enjoy romance books, please check out the books page on my website. I’ve finished my first book in about four years, so please stay tuned and be patient as I go through the editing process and figure out where to publish it. You’ll want to read it! And if you’re an aspiring writer, I have writing courses for purchase. You can find those on the Writing Courses page.
With love and gratitude,
Kellie
Kellective Creations 